WHAT DOES LIST OF NAMES OF SEX OFFENDERS IN CT MEAN?

I’ve never been married and don’t have kids. She does and it has 4 kids, she knows that I never wanted/want kids. And also the distance between us is 100km, 1 hour drive. However it didn’t hold me back to know her. Because whta is wrong with that?I ran into this website because I’ve been going through a hard period understanding my emotions